Substitute Girl

            I'm tired of being your substitute girl. Does it ever cross your mind how it makes me feel? You live your whole life free coming and going from peoples lives as you wish. I'm tired of only being around when you have no other plans. You only call/txt to tell me your problems but when you have no problems and your happy its like I don't exist. Where are you when I have problems, and not even problems half the time where are you when I just want us to hang and have a good time? Am I really that boring to everyone? Is that all that I'm good for is helping others through their problems? Just there to fill your time?  Am I your temporary happiness? I'm sick of it, I'm sick of you all. Its time that I know I have confidence. Its time for me to wash my hands of these kinds of people. I'm not going to be ANYONE'S substitute anymore, and I certainly don't want any substitutes in my life. It's not fair or right to them.  

 Sincerely,  

My new found Happiness :)